monday was a failure

I stayed on the computer longer than I intended, the baby wouldn't let me put her down. I was gone from 3 to 6, BRIAN cooked dinner because I couldn't put the baby down....wow, I am just feeling so overwhelmed right now.

I am not even attempting to stick to it today. Ricky came and got Hannah last night, its a rainy day, and all I feel like doing is this, so, that's what I am going to do.

I am spending much of the day in prayer. Satan got the best of me this morning. I was reminded first thing that I still live in an evil world, and that as much as I try to avoid anything ungodly, sometimes it will come to me. and sometimes He will let Satan get to me, and no matter how that feels, I know it is for a reason.

I am getting tired. I feel like I am running an uphill race with my eyes closed, and I just opened them and realized I am nowhere near the finish line. So I am praying for endurance. That is all I can do, because without Him, I can do nothing.

So I am going to go clean as much as I can. Get through today, and then start the routine again tomorrow. or, well, try.