Monday ramblings

I'm hurt. There, I said it. My "best friend" for the past million years has been ignoring me for over a week. I pretend I don't care, I listen to her excuses and say I understand, but I don't.

I am not into the whole "I've done this for you, you owe me that" blah blah crap. I don't think that is fair, or right. But how can someone throw away years of love and friendship. I have had her back through a LOT of crap, and I mean a LOT. I have never once turned my back on her, and in the blink of an eye, she is gone. So yes, that hurts. I am human, I feel love and I feel pain, and at this moment I feel both.

I am at a loss. What do I do? Continue chasing after her, tracking her down, forcing her to talk to me? Or just get my stuff from her house and be done with it? Ugh. The only thing to do at times like this is pray. Pray, pray, pray, and apparently cry, cry, cry.

On another note, we had a BEAUTIFUL weekend. We took the kids and the dog to the park on Saturday, then Sunday after church we took Hannah to the playground, and she had a GREAT time. It is supposed to get cold again this week, which stinks, but I enjoyed our little weekend preview of spring.



The youth lock in is this Friday (Hubs and I are youth leaders) and he just found out he may have to work Friday. Which means him being up from 6am to 6am, working, and dealing with youth. I imagine we will need to invest in some energy drinks that night ;)

We gave Catielynn (wee baby) her first bite of cereal on Friday. We waited the customary two days and she has had no adverse reactions, which means more today!! I don't think she liked it, but it is hard to tell with her. She is so happy all the time! She pretty much never cries, so I am not sure. She certainly wasn't thrilled though.

Still waiting on the fat government check so I can do number 5!!